Mood Red · 2026 · Dance · 8 tracks
One pill too many. Dropping Mo traces a molly-fueled night between two women and the daylight that asks for it back—eight tracks on want, blur, and the kind of regret you can't unswallow.
Can't keep Me at home So damn tired Of bein' alone been a week, been a month, been a long damn time I'll show myself in just fine phone says it's here it don't know nothin' I missed the door I missed the door walked right past I missed the door No ain't lost But ain't there No ain't goin' Nowhere keys in the pocket but the keys don't fit gonna get in hey gotta get to it phone says it's here it don't know nothin' which door is it? Can't keep me out I'll try 'em all Ima start to shout oh that's the door let's go
warm rush warm rush warm rush coming dropping Mo dropping Mo floor is moving ceiling's low dropping Mo got nothing on my tongue dropping Mo swallowed water everybody that I know sun counting backwards my hands, not my hands from the drop my face, not my face forty minutes who is this in my place dropping Mo i'll still drop dropping Mo dropping Mo dropping Mo floor is moving ceiling's low dropping Mo dropping Mo everybody that I know ...is it kicking in... ...not yet... ...not yet... dropping Mo (...not yet...) dropping Mo (...not yet...) floor is moving ceiling's low dropping Mo dropping Mo everybody that I know the song the song i love is playing the song i love is playing RIGHT NOW dropping Mo dropping Mo floor is moving ceiling's low dropping Mo dropping Mo everybody that I know (the song i love is playing) (RIGHT NOW) ...the song i love... ...is playing... dropping Mo dropping Mo everybody that I know ...is playing... warm rush warm rush warm rush coming...
i don't usually do this i don't usually come out i told my friend just one drink i'm already lying about it now you don't know anyone here neither do i tonight i like that you don't know me i like that you might the lights keep moving the room keeps moving i'm still here i'm still here out of town, out of town nobody knows us, put it down say my name like you don't mean it say it again so i can keep it flight in at six, didn't sleep nothing here belongs to me not the city, not the song not the way you're looking at me so long i don't have to be careful i don't have to be good you're shaking a little you would, you would the lights keep moving we keep moving still here still here out of town, out of town nobody knows us, put it down say my name like you don't mean it say it again so i can keep it your hand my hand your mouth oh out of town, out of town nobody knows us, put it down say my name like you don't mean it say it again so i can keep it out of town... out...
I wasn't going through it Wasn't going to stay Your mouth keeps changing my mind I don't have anything to say I don't want to talk I don't want to think Just keep doing that Just keep doing that Closer, closer Slower, slower Stay there, stay there Make it funky Make it, make it Nobody's watching Nobody's here Make it funky Go on, make it You taste like the drink I had You taste like the dream before I don't know what city this is I don't care anymore Your hands know what they're doing Mine are catching up fast I was going to leave at midnight Midnight passed Closer, closer Slower, slower Right there, right there Make it funky Make it, make it Nobody's watching Nobody's here Make it funky Go on, make it Make it funky Make it, make it Nobody's watching Nobody's here
Wasn't thinking
Did not get the name
Wasn't thinking
Did not get the name
"trust me later"
six hours since i saw you
"trust me later"
six hours since i lost you
WHAT's your number
just give me something to GO ON
WHAT is your number
just give me something to GO ON
"trust me later"
six hours since i saw you
"trust me, gonna call later"
six hours since i lost you
i remember her face
I can't remember her name
i remember her LAUGH
I can't remember her name
"trust me later" ("trust me later")
six hours since i saw you
"trust me later"
six hours since i lost you
I'm praying I remember
Anything, just anything
I'm praying I remember
Anything, just anything
i could just call them all
i could just call them ALL
no no no no no
that's crazy
I'm feeling crazy
I'm feeling crazy
"trust me later"
six hours since i saw you
"trust me later"
six hours since i lost you
i'm gonna call ("trust me later")
i'm gonna ask ("the bartender")
oh my GOD ("oh my GOD")
i'm gonna find you ("find you")
i'm gonna FIND you ("find you")
oh my GOD ("oh my GOD")
"trust me later"
six hours since i saw you
"trust me later"
six hours since i lost you
i'm gonna call ("trust me later")
i'm gonna ask ("the bartender")
oh my GOD ("oh my GOD")
i'm gonna find you ("find you")
i'm gonna FIND you ("find you")
oh my GOD ("oh my GOD")
six hours...
six hours...
("oh my GOD...")oh GOD it's bright out oh GOD where are my keys i'm in last night's dress and i'm doing the walk i'm doing the walk i'm doing the walk i'm doing the walk eyeliner on my cheek lipstick on my COLLAR not even my shade not even my shade i look like a CRIME SCENE i look like a CRIME SCENE that had a GREAT TIME the guy at the bodega he KNOWS, he KNOWS the woman walking her dog she KNOWS, she KNOWS the entire borough of BROOKLYN KNOWS, KNOWS, KNOWS, KNOWS WALK OF SHAME (walk, walk, walk of shame) WALK OF SHAME (walk, walk, walk of shame) i did a thing i did a THING i don't regret it (she don't regret it) WALK OF SHAME (walk, walk, walk of shame) my friend is gonna call me she's gonna LOSE her mind "WHERE WERE YOU? WHERE WERE YOU?" i'll say "i was somewhere fine" i was somewhere FINE i was somewhere F-I-N-E her flight was at nine she's at JFK by now eating an airport bagel thinking about me i hope thinking about MEEEEE (she better be thinking about me) WALK OF SHAME (walk, walk, walk of shame) WALK OF SHAME (walk, walk, walk of shame) i did a thing i did a THING i don't regret it (she don't regret it) WALK OF SHAME (walk, walk, walk of shame) WALK OF SHAME (walk, walk, walk of shame) i did a thing i did a THING i don't regret it (she don't regret it) WALK OF SHAME
it's three AM on Tuesday i haven't slept since Sunday my phone is on the PILLOW i've checked my phone forty times there's nothing of course there's NOTHING why would there be anything she doesn't have my number what if i NEVER see her again what if i DO which is WORSE I guess I'll never know WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK what the actual fuck did i DO WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK (she don't know what she did) WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK what the actual fuck did i DO WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK (she don't know, she don't know, she don't know) i told my THERAPIST i had to PROCESS she had a FACE oh my GOD she had a FACE how does that make you feel? HOW DOES THAT MAKE ME FEEL GUESS HOW! GUESS HOW IT MAKES ME FEEL what if i NEVER see her again what if i DO which is WORSE I guess I'll never know WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK what the actual fuck did i DO WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK (she don't know what she did) WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK what the actual fuck did i DO WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK there's nothing of course there's NOTHING why would there be anything she doesn't have my number wait wait oh my GOD What... Did... I... Do... oh my GOD What you don't know You don't know... What you don't know You don't know... What you don't know You don't know... What you don't know You don't know... What you don't know You don't know... What you don't know oh my GOD WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK what the actual fuck did i DO WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK (she don't know what she did) WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK what the actual fuck did i DO WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK (she don't know, she don't know, she don't know) WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK (What you don't know) what the actual fuck did i DO (You don't know...) WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK (What you don't know) what the actual fuck did i DO (You don't know...) WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK (she don't know what she did) WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK (she don't know, she don't know, she don't know) what the actual... what the actual... what the... what...
i'm in my kitchen on a sunday eating cold pizza in my underwear the sun is on the linoleum the cat is on the chair i'm not hungover anymore i'm not anything anymore i'm just sitting here i'm just sitting here being someone i wasn't last week my friend just texted me she said how are you doing i said i'm fine, i'm fine i'm fine, i'm fine that was a wild place that was a wild night that was a wild me that was a wild me i'm never going back never going back to that club i'm never going back never going back to that club oh, that place was something else that place was SOMETHING else i'm never going back (but i would, but i would) i'm never going back (but i would, but i would) i don't know what city she's in i don't know if she remembers i don't know if it matters i don't know if it matters i found a hair on my coat that isn't mine it isn't mine it isn't mine i kept it i kept it i don't know why i kept it that was a wild place that was a wild night that was a wild me that was a wild me i'm never going back never going back to that club (but i would, but i would) i'm never going back (but i would) never going back... never going back to that club oh, that place was something else that place was SOMETHING else i'm never going back (but i would, but i would) i am not the girl i am not the girl who walked into that place on friday i am not the girl i am not the girl who walked into that place on friday i'm someone else now i'm someone else now and that's fine and that's fine that's fine i'm never going back never going back to that club i'm never going back never going back to that club oh, that place was something else that place was SOMETHING else i'm never going back (but i would, but i would) i am not the girl i'm never going back (but i would, but i would) i'm never going back (but i would) never going back... never going back... i'm never going back never going back to that club (but i would) (but i would) never going back...